Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Heartache

She weeps,
alone in her bed,
and cries to God "why?".
Tears course down her cheeks
and soak into her pillow.
She cannot sleep,
the heartache and worry
is too much.
Everything that was so wonderful
has turned to shit,
and there is nothing -
absolutely nothing -
that she can do.
She worries about him.
She is scared for him.
Does he truly know,
no matter what happens,
she is going nowhere??
With every molecule of her being,
She loves him.
Every breath she breathes
is for him.
Every beat of her heart
beats for him.
Does he even care anymore??

She fell in love.
So did he... she thought.
But,
everything they had
turned to shit.

She cannot contact him now.
She is completely cut off.
And she is petrified for him.

1 comment:

Lowell said...

Please, I beg you, don't beat yourself up over this man. You've been through TOO MUCH pain already. Love DOES NOT hurt. A man who loves you puts YOUR needs above his own. YOU are his priority. YOU are is purpose. YOUR happiness is his only concern. Nothing else matters. Anyone who hurts you does not love you because love does not work that way. The man who hurt you only cares for himself.

There is a wonderful man out there waiting just for you and I'm so hoping you find him quickly. I don't want you to ever hurt again. You've paid too high a price already.